You would think after a break up you'd be excited to be single. Being a single parent makes it hard to enjoy your "single" time. Lately I've had no strength to continue. To get out of bed and go to work. I have a son i need to push trough for. We both need a good future and the weight is all on me. Being 22 and supporting a child has been the toughest thing. I keep lying to myself, trying to convince myself that I'm strong and don't care. Writing this and my eyes filling up with tears. This has been the hardest break up for me. I have no idea what to do. I don't understand why I'm breaking. Slipping into a horrible depression like state. I know I'm better than this but why can't i see it?
Posted at 04:46 pm by Mydestiny